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Today marked two important milestones in my life as a new mommy. A. Exactly thirteen weeks since pushing a watermelon out of the lady parts, I fit into my pre-maternity jeans <applause>! and B. I hired a babysitter. Both fairly epic achievements that produced a significant amount of sweat; one induced by sheer physical exercise, and the other by stress, anxiety, and some conflicted emotions about leaving my child in the hands of, essentially, a stranger.
I am gearing up to resume my graduate studies, and while I am thrilled at the prospect of engaging in an activity that does not solely revolve around poop, my leaking boobs, and infant wails of discontent, I am also incredibly nervous and hesitant about a stranger taking care of my baby. I am one of those type A control freaks that checks on my child 10,000 times a night just to ensure she’s still breathing, so as you can envision, my imagination runs wild with the millions of improbable disasters that could occur in my absence, while also fretting about the very basic task of finding a respectable, honest human being that will love and care for my child. I know rationally such people exist. I was one of them. I babysat for many years and loved the children I cared for as though they were my own.
To help facilitate this process, I ultimately decided to use an online babysitting service, and after many initial screening emails, and face-to-face interviews, and calls to references, and yes, even background checks, I found a truly loving, caring, experienced woman for the job. Not to sound all voodoo, but my hiring criteria was based mostly on the vibe a person gave off during her interview. Was she comfortable holding the baby? Was she excited to interact with her? Did she know to wash her hands before picking her up? And how comfortable was I speaking and interacting with this person? Would I want to spend 12 hours at a time hanging out with her (because if not, I should NOT subject my child to such a fate)? Did she respect and feel comfortable with my parenting choices, such as cloth diapering and breastfeeding?
There is clearly no hard science for this process and every parent’s needs and expectations are surely different. And so, my fellow parents, I am dying to hear how you have sorted out this process.
What are your expectations for your child’s caretaker? How do you tackle such an important selection process? How do you keep yourself from going crazy with worry? What are your thoughts on nanny cams? Or how do you hold your babysitter or daycare accountable, especially before your child can communicate his/her experiences with you?
And on that note, I’m off to install 800 cameras discreetly around the house… kidding… uh… maybe.
Ashley Weeks Cart blogs at Blog a la Cart.
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